Oct 28, 2010

Dawned

My finals are starting on Monday.


And truth be told I am NOT ready.


And should I fail to pass the cut-off mark I would face bloody regret my whole life.


Because I know I'm the only one at blame. No other.


My family's hopes and dreams, my responsibilities. All those taxpayer's money funding my studies here.


All for nothing. All for a stress-free life and a whole loads of meaningless sleep.


I don't deserve any of the luck I have today. 


I am way too stupid to even realize that I can't get away with last-minute studying my whole life.


And I was fully conscious of the decisions that I made.


Decisions that led me to this.


Ya Rabb, forgive me. 


Forgive me.

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