Maaf

Most of my aversions
Stem from my dislike of my own ways.

It's so easy to judge.
To look upon others' questionability.
And perceive them as thus thereafter.

But seldom have I stepped outside my shoes.
And I have been tested by tribulations different from theirs.

Only to find, that when faced with the same dillemma,
I either
Do the right thing, for the wrong reasons.
Do the wrong thing, because it feels right.
Or do something worse, which is to do exactly what I saw as reason enough
To demote people in my perception.

Maafkan.
Maafkan seorang yang tidak ikhlas.
Yang hipokrit.
Yang suka berbangga diri.
Yang suka berangan-angan.
Yang suka memberontak semata-mata.
Yang tidak melaksanakan amanahnya.
Yang banyak hak tidak ditunaikan.

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